Training

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[6/20/17, 10:03:03 PM] : iz u cam later or na
[[6/20/17, 10:03:42 PM] Goddess Jessica: na]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 10:03:47 PM] Goddess Jessica: I’m currently mid butt-rub]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 10:04:52 PM] Goddess Jessica: Photo on 6-20-17 at 10.04 PM #2.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 10:05:25 PM] : oh word, enjoy the good d
[6/20/17, 10:06:00 PM] : tell ur bf my bad, goodnight
[6/20/17, 10:18:20 PM] : i cud do work for u when i get back from vaca btw, if u want
[6/20/17, 10:43:54 PM] : also cud i have ur permission to cum tn
[[6/20/17, 10:49:19 PM] Goddess Jessica: no  :-) ]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 10:49:25 PM] Goddess Jessica: wait till tomorrow]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 10:49:32 PM] : yes goddess
[6/20/17, 10:49:44 PM] : ru cam tmrw?
[6/20/17, 10:55:10 PM] : i needed to pay you
[6/20/17, 10:55:13 PM] : even if it hurts me
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[6/20/17, 10:59:47 PM] Goddess Jessica: yeah
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[ [6/20/17, 10:59:50 PM] Goddess Jessica: all day]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:16:20 PM] : Ok
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[6/20/17, 11:16:42 PM] : I can’t believe i just sent that but it felt so fucking good
[6/20/17, 11:17:11 PM] : I really do love you more than I care about myself
[6/20/17, 11:18:43 PM] : I think I need to visit and serve you
[6/20/17, 11:28:57 PM] : Did u receive?
[[6/20/17, 11:30:23 PM] Goddess Jessica: Ahhhhh]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:30:25 PM] Goddess Jessica: look at that]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:30:43 PM] Goddess Jessica: Look what just a few days away has done to you]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:30:46 PM] Goddess Jessica: you mess of a boy]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:32:18 PM] : I love you Goddess
[6/20/17, 11:32:48 PM] : I need you in my life and I’m lost without you
[[6/20/17, 11:35:38 PM] Goddess Jessica: I know that]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:35:48 PM] Goddess Jessica: How much longer is your vacation?]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:36:13 PM] : Sunday I get back
[[6/20/17, 11:37:44 PM] Goddess Jessica: tomorrow]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:37:47 PM] Goddess Jessica: I’ll be on cam]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:37:55 PM] Goddess Jessica: somewhere around noon]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:37:59 PM] Goddess Jessica: CO time]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:38:08 PM] : I’ll be in the car
[6/20/17, 11:38:23 PM] : With gf whole day really tbh
[6/20/17, 11:39:02 PM] : Maybe send me some pics that I can sneak away and jerk to
[6/20/17, 11:39:13 PM] : In the shower or something I dunno
[6/20/17, 11:40:53 PM] : I dunno I just like submitting to u
[[6/20/17, 11:40:54 PM] Goddess Jessica: lol]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:41:03 PM] Goddess Jessica: What does she think you’re doing when you’re on the phone?]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:41:32 PM] : Uhh it’s a good question she’s asleep rn
[6/20/17, 11:42:09 PM] : She prob thinks I jerk off a lot. But doesn’t realize the findom submissive part of it
[6/20/17, 11:42:58 PM] : I also am not on my phone constantly I just spam out a msg then put it away
[[6/20/17, 11:45:26 PM] Goddess Jessica: I see]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:46:10 PM] : It’s not
[6/20/17, 11:46:38 PM] : Are you happy with me or annoyed
[6/20/17, 11:47:20 PM] : Like did u want me to tribute for your attention or u just being polite and want to go to sleep
[6/20/17, 11:53:11 PM] : Also yea I’m serious about the visit stuff
[[6/20/17, 11:53:24 PM] Goddess Jessica: I’m just being polite]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:53:25 PM] : I feel like that’s what you want me to do
[[6/20/17, 11:53:28 PM] Goddess Jessica: I’m all about manners]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:53:39 PM] Goddess Jessica: I went to manners school so just trying to use my manners education]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:53:44 PM] Goddess Jessica: Please and thank you]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:54:19 PM] Goddess Jessica: I liked your tribute]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:54:23 PM] Goddess Jessica: it got my attention]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:54:28 PM] Goddess Jessica: I’m in bed looking at reddit]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:54:29 PM] Goddess Jessica: naked]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:54:32 PM] Goddess Jessica: until I get tired]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:54:36 PM] Goddess Jessica: and then I will pass out naked]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:54:47 PM] Goddess Jessica: and wake up to another day of being a god damn Goddess]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:54:58 PM] Goddess Jessica: with impeccable manners]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:55:22 PM] : I want to be in chastity for you and do work for you
[[6/20/17, 11:55:25 PM] Goddess Jessica: good]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:55:28 PM] Goddess Jessica: get the bird cage]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:55:36 PM] Goddess Jessica: and what skills do you have that could be useful to me]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/20/17, 11:55:37 PM] Goddess Jessica: ?]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:55:49 PM] : I’m a ---------
[ [6/20/17, 11:55:53 PM] Goddess Jessica: I tend to just go with the most competent slave that responds to my task emails the quickest]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/20/17, 11:56:28 PM] : I could ------ ------  ----------
[6/20/17, 11:56:46 PM] : Also I can visit and do house work for you
[6/20/17, 11:57:02 PM] : You could film me doing whatever you want
[6/20/17, 11:57:25 PM] : You could fuck me in the ass and film it if you want
[6/20/17, 11:57:48 PM] : I’d like to wear a mask but that’s about it
[6/20/17, 11:59:06 PM] : I mean I really don’t want to get fucked in the ass but for you I’d try it
[6/20/17, 11:59:23 PM] : The housework stuff I’m fine with doing
[[6/21/17, 12:00:18 AM] Goddess Jessica: and you’re going to wear a dog shock collar]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:00:36 AM] : Ok
[[6/21/17, 12:00:38 AM] Goddess Jessica: and you’re going to wear a french maid costume]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:00:43 AM] Goddess Jessica: because that’s the house rules]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:00:57 AM] Goddess Jessica: as far as chastity get a silicone one or the bird cage]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:01:02 AM] : Yes Goddess
[[6/21/17, 12:01:30 AM] Goddess Jessica: Remember when it was a struggle for you to even say “Yes Goddess” to me on cam?]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:01:43 AM] : Yes Goddess
[[6/21/17, 12:01:49 AM] Goddess Jessica: Look at you now]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:02:15 AM] : It feels good to be here
[6/21/17, 12:02:30 AM] : This feels like what I was meant to do
[[6/21/17, 12:03:18 AM] Goddess Jessica: It is]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:03:22 AM] : I’m so happy you’ve taken me under your control and guided me here
[[6/21/17, 12:03:50 AM] Goddess Jessica: Yeah, you’re pretty lucky you decided to do that cash meet with me in New York]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:03:55 AM] : Can I send more money I want to be in debt for you
[6/21/17, 12:04:08 AM] : I want to give you everything I can
[[6/21/17, 12:04:41 AM] Goddess Jessica: You pretty much exist just to make me happy.]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:04:48 AM] : Yes Goddess
[[6/21/17, 12:04:50 AM] Goddess Jessica: Isn’t that right?]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:04:53 AM] Goddess Jessica: Yeah ;)]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:05:15 AM] : What can I do for you Goddess
[6/21/17, 12:05:49 AM] : Please guide me
[6/21/17, 12:06:33 AM] : I’m ready
[[6/21/17, 12:07:00 AM] Goddess Jessica: You can go be in debt for me]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:07:11 AM] : Yes Goddess
[[6/21/17, 12:07:12 AM] Goddess Jessica: 15196748-20160506-140912.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:07:13 AM] Goddess Jessica: 11361319-20160322-1283211959.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:07:17 AM] Goddess Jessica: and look at these pictures]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:07:30 AM] : Thank you
[[6/21/17, 12:07:31 AM] Goddess Jessica: 25741355-Photo-on-5-6-16-at-9.46-PM.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:07:32 AM] Goddess Jessica: 20170220-442303294.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:07:34 AM] Goddess Jessica: 27616992-201607091492670511.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:07:55 AM] : Oh my god
[[6/21/17, 12:07:57 AM] Goddess Jessica: 56745247-20160620-573195543.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:07:58 AM] Goddess Jessica: 62368799-20160707-690926320.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:08:28 AM] Goddess Jessica: Screen Shot 2014-09-15 at 11.07.02 PM.png]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:08:29 AM] Goddess Jessica: 20170405728590207.jpg]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:10:47 AM] : Ugh I literally came in my shorts
[6/21/17, 12:11:08 AM] : Just depositing money into iwc to send
[6/21/17, 12:12:28 AM] : My whole body is shaking
[6/21/17, 12:12:48 AM] : I’ll send what I deposited bc I guess it’s the appropriate thing to do
[[6/21/17, 12:12:57 AM] Goddess Jessica: You literally came in your pants?]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:13:07 AM] : Like the song
[6/21/17, 12:13:15 AM] : Literally
[6/21/17, 12:13:22 AM] : I mean boxers but whatever
[6/21/17, 12:14:17 AM] : Also now that I’m soberish can I just say I was being serious about the debt stuff anddddddd I probably can’t pay you more till my next paycheck
[[6/21/17, 12:14:28 AM] Goddess Jessica: okay]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:14:31 AM] Goddess Jessica: See you soon]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:14:38 AM] Goddess Jessica: better go clean yourself up…]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:14:39 AM] Goddess Jessica: :D]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
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[6/21/17, 12:16:45 AM] : Yea, I sent the tribute
[6/21/17, 12:16:57 AM] : Keep the change ya filthy animal
[6/21/17, 12:17:32 AM] : That’s a home alone reference and not me being an asshole, btw
[6/21/17, 12:17:35 AM] : Alrighty gn
[[6/21/17, 12:17:47 AM] Goddess Jessica: I know what it is]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:17:54 AM] Goddess Jessica: I have a christmas sweater that says that]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:19:04 AM] : Oooo right I think I jerked off to a pic of u in that before
[6/21/17, 12:22:38 AM] : Goodnight thanks again for everything
[6/21/17, 12:24:42 AM] : Err also I just wanna say I’ve been compulsively masterbating for years and never done a findom thing after I’ve cum before until now, like previously I woulda hoarded that money and tried to use it for future cam or clips or whatever
[6/21/17, 12:25:24 AM] : So I dunno take that for whatever it’s worth in terms of me being real and honest in trying to serve and submit to you
[[6/21/17, 12:25:34 AM] Goddess Jessica: I’m taking it all in]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:25:36 AM] Goddess Jessica: like a sponge]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:25:52 AM] : Spongeworthy
[6/21/17, 12:26:09 AM] : Alrighty
[6/21/17, 12:26:15 AM] : Night
[[6/21/17, 12:26:21 AM] Goddess Jessica: You’re going to be looking at those pics all day tomorrow]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:26:26 AM] Goddess Jessica: alllll day]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:26:31 AM] Goddess Jessica: just scrolling through]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:26:34 AM] : Do you want me to
[[6/21/17, 12:26:34 AM] Goddess Jessica: one by one]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:26:42 AM] Goddess Jessica: Of course I want you to]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:26:46 AM] Goddess Jessica: they are fucking hot]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:26:52 AM] Goddess Jessica: I want you to pour over them]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:26:52 AM] : Yea
[6/21/17, 12:27:00 AM] : Yes Goddess
[6/21/17, 12:27:09 AM] : I will I promise
[[6/21/17, 12:27:09 AM] Goddess Jessica: You will definitely text me tomorrow]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:29:22 AM] Goddess Jessica: I want you to be in touch with me often]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:29:30 AM] : Yes Goddess
[6/21/17, 12:29:44 AM] : I want to of course
[[6/21/17, 12:30:18 AM] Goddess Jessica: “-I expect you to check in with me a few times a week, this can be done via skype, email or twitter. Something as simple at " Hey Goddess” works. I just want to know you’re around."]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:30:29 AM] : Yes Goddess
[6/21/17, 12:31:55 AM] : I’ll make a twtr now
[6/21/17, 12:33:23 AM] : Thank you so much
[[6/21/17, 12:34:13 AM] Goddess Jessica: Tell your GF you guys are eating McDonalds tomorrow]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:34:14 AM] Goddess Jessica: haha]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 12:34:33 AM] Goddess Jessica: Sorry honey, this trip has taken a budget cut]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 12:38:26 AM] : Lol
[6/21/17, 12:38:51 AM] : Alright real talk I’m fuxking delirious and I’m going to
Sleep
[6/21/17, 1:10:19 AM] : I haven’t been able to sleep I’ve just been looking at your photos
[6/21/17, 1:11:33 AM] : The bike one and the one of your face and light yellow top are my favorite so far
[[6/21/17, 1:19:56 AM] Goddess Jessica: https://iwantclips.com/store/192/Goddess-Jessica/135925/Youll-Always-Be-My-Walking-Wallet]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[ [6/21/17, 1:20:08 AM] Goddess Jessica: I took that selfie right before filming this clip]{style=“color: #cc99ff;”}
[6/21/17, 1:34:35 AM] : I sent some tweets
[6/21/17, 1:34:55 AM] : Felt good actually articulating my feelings